smiles! xDD.

2011-02-23T00:15:00.007+08:00

Counting down 2 days to my final exam paper in TP. So lazy to study. Oh boy time do flies~. So many thing has happen.. Whatever it is I am thankful for what I have. I believe that when you are genuinely true to someone, that person will feel your sincerity.

Love is going India for a month!, I will be able to cope and be good!. I am quite an independent individual I might say. 1 month is not a long nor a short period of time, however one month is nothing compared to the 3 years that we have spent tgt.

All we feel for each other is simply just ... love , no quarrels no big fights no cold war. They say all couples must go through all this kinda shit in order for love to grow. But for us its the heart to heart talks, care,concern,giving,taking which make us stronger. We have come to the stage where by both of us understand each other so well that when the both of us look at each other we will know what is on each other's mind.

I am very glad to have you as my partner, one whom I can pour my troubles to, share my happiness with and most importantly the one whom will be there for me no matters what happens. Vice versa, you would often share with me all your stories and pour out the hardship you had suffered in many occasions. It is really hard to find that someone whom really clicks and connect with you so well. All of us had a past, but its no longer significant and important anymore, now that we are the present and future of each other's, never once had we looked back. We both know what we had,what we shared and how we feel towards each other is real. Neither of us has felt this way this strong before but now we finally had.

The journey ahead will alws be uneven and bumpy but we will overcome it with ease "yin wei you ni zai wo shen bian,wo she me du bu bai". We are the pillars of strength for each other. I wanna thank fate for letting us cross path. Whatever happens and what others said about us dosent matter cause we only have each other in our eyes. Darling, you are not only my boyfriend but my bestfriend, my big brother and perhaps my husband in future. We can alws have fun, act silly, laugh aloud, cry out loud ,tease each other!.We just feel so comfortable tgt!.Kudos to you for alws making me laugh when I am feeling down, be there to hug me, comfort me and tell me everything is okay, pampering me like princess,taking super good care of me,being so xi xin taking note of the smallest details just like we first met. Boy, you alws make me feel like the only girl in the world. No matter where the future lead us to, I am sure you will be part of it. Have a safe trip and be back to me soon ya!, you know that I will not be going anywhere but right here waiting for you(:

I Love You, Lee Chong Yi.

2010-12-30T19:08:00.006+08:00

Understanding is one thing, accepting it is another.
Sometimes i just wish i knew nth than to know everything.
I need time as i couldnt control my brain and let it run wild.
Hope 2011 will be a better year, though 2010 was good.
I will have alot of decisions to make. Wish me luck.

2010-10-29T19:47:00.005+08:00

Sooooooooooooooo first weeek of school has beeen quite slack. HAHA but i think more projects will be pouring so yeahhhhhhh. Annnnnnd guess what? I FINALLY GOT MY IPHONE 4 OMG OMG OMG DAMMMMM HAPPPY HEEEE!. Excited to use it! hoho. For now let me spam you with pictures! :DDDDDDD

SUPEPR LOVE MY HK COVER!!! ;DDDD DAM UNIQUE~

iPHONE 4!

KTHXBAI!(:

2010-10-06T02:31:00.012+08:00

i'm loving my life now!.Spend most of the days with love, family & friends!. Thank you to all that celebrated my day with me!. Not forgetting my sweeetie boyf doing so many sweeet things for me even he's so busy in camp!.
After going through all those tough traning finally POP LOH!.Hope he will get posted in to a good unit(: I think im coping with the fact that we will meet once a week when his holiday is over. I'll be just finee!. No doubt i'll misss himmmmmmm but ya will wait for the next time he book out!.(: Seeeing him this Thurs & Sat again YAYS. :DDDDDD.
Okay lastly HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MUMMY!. I LOVE YOU EVEN THOUGH YOU ALWS NAG AT ME AND SCOLD ME CBK FOR FUN!. LOL. Some pictures for the past events!.THANK YOU EVERYONE ONCE AGAIN! I LOVE YOU ALL!.

2010-09-09T00:55:00.002+08:00

I miss you, I really miss you...
Baby you know, sometimes it just gets so hard especially in the weee hours & late nights like this, its proven that I'll be prone to feel more vulnerable.
2 more days, i shall bear with it.
Cause I know that I'll be back in your warm cozy arms hearing and feeling that heartbeat of yours in no time(:

2010-08-24T23:00:00.001+08:00

dislikeee coughing TTM, have beeen coughing like crazy for the past few nights. Cough only strikes when im going to sleeeep. Super uncomfortable, can just cough for 1 whole hour oh mannnnn.... Hope it will get betterrr.BABY YOU BETTER GET WELL SOOON TOOO!!. Feeel so useless cause i cant do anything to make you feeel better when u are having such a high fever ._. Oh wellllllllllll. I need to sleeep sooon... Have beeen quite temperamental these few days dunno why. I neeed to seee all my happpy pillls, i missss you all so much...where are you alll?.): Weeekends pls hurrry arrive so i can get to seee them!!!. Super neeed it!!!. Nvm i'll be fine just need to find someplace to rant. Goodnight all!.

2010-08-21T01:06:00.004+08:00

HAPPY 2 YEARS & 8 MONTHS ANNI DARLING!.

I'm so glad to have you being with me for the past 32 months simply LOVE.
I'm looking forward to seeing you on sunday!
I'll be strong, but am sure to have puffy eyes tmr.. TSK.
Whole family will be going back msia tmr i'll be left alone home till evening whn my auntie come back for work. Maybe i shld go out myself or just rottt at home since cramps are KILLING ME.PMS SUCKS I SWEAR ITS DAMMM PAINFUL UNTIL YOU CAN CRY AND CRY AND CRY AND JUST PRACTICALLY CRY WHOLE DAY FML.

Not seeeing baby tmr makes it worst but at least im going to see him on sun hopefully.
I'm so afraid because of me he cant rest well... i want him to hav enough rest but i also wanna seee himmm..AHHH HOW?.. i'm so selfish ): felt so baddd when he heard me cry just now i dint want to worry him i tried so hard to control but it just burst. I wonder what happen to me its like i can survive 14 days w/o seeeing him but why this time is sooo hard.. must be PMS. ewwwwwwwwww pls go awayyy...Must be strong and independant even more, cause next week 6days field camp = no contact for 6 days.

OMG, this is hard mannn but im sure i'll be able to handle it.. i just misssssssssss you so mucccccchhhhhhhhhh i wanna hug you so tight and just let me feeel ur warmth and heartbeat even if it just last for a min. It would really will meant the WORLD to me. Stop whinning you retard *hit self* oh mannn I really need to go to bed soon if not tmr i'll be a zombie tsk sick+cramps+bodyaches = BOMB. Im sure i wont have a good slp tonight, cramps are getting worse and coughing my lungs out. Soaking wet pillow,bloster and blankie dosent helps sorry elmo to have got you wet ._. WHY THE HELL AM I SO WEAK?? CRYING UR HEARTS OUT WONT SOLVE ANYTHING YOU STUPID GIRL. *slaps self* okay enough complains. Goodnight all!.

Baby boy, i really missssss you soooooooooooooo muchhhhhhhhh.
Happy Anni to us again!.I LOVE YOU LOADS!.

2010-08-20T13:48:00.002+08:00

oh myyyyyyy, Major FML. Sickness haven recover for almost 2 weeeeks alr. Cramps are so horrible and terrible, the pain is as though knife keep stabbing into ur abdomen nonstop. Vomitted twice in the middle of the night ytd ))): feeeling dammmmmmmm weak now, haven ate anything since ytd tsk. sighhhhhh shall bear with it just let me complain a lil. x_x Anyhow, baby is boooking out tmr (Y) heh and its our anni tmr too!. Looking forward to seeeing him!. But i shall just stay bedridden and rest well for nowww. oh well a very good way of losing weight. Since i've been sick so i smhow gave myself excuse to eat abit more but nowwwwwww totallly no appetite.... Shall go nap sooon. Crampppppppppps pls go awayyyyyyy. )):

2010-08-16T22:11:00.009+08:00

(Y) So i've spend a wonderful weeekend with baby! :DDDDDDDDDD Flew over to darling's on fri, dint go work cause i was sick :S OMGGGGGGG SO FREAKINGGGGGGGGGGG HAPPY TO SEEEE HIM LIKE OMFGGGGGGGG HUG HIM LIKE A KOALA WHEN I SAW HIM!!!!. Heh spend the day catching up and darling brought me to the doctor too. In the evening went birthday pressie searching with the boys + Ah Chew's Dessert!.

Awwws both of us sick lehhh ): like a poor thing only hugs tgt and cry* haha ofcourse not! heh we were too busy playing with each other the whole day hor? :DDD
Saturday after work went over to meet baby and we went beach road to get his army stuff!. Both of us like lost uh? :X finally we found the place!. The place full of army boys all botakss!!. Baby all ur frensss!! :P and ya he did found his frens there too and ask each other what to buy like a cuteeeee (L) haha. Cabbed to his place afterwards as it was raining heavily and rested till evening!. We're going for MeiXuan's 21st Birthday!. Ate yummmy food and awesome company with babyyyy :DDD awwws keeeep coughing! Hope you get well soon ya~. Soon its getting late so ya went homeee. Crazy taxi driver i tot i was not able to make it home, he drove full speeed over hump twice and kena horn by people 5 times! plus the extreme sharp turns omg, cold sweat :S.

AWWWWWWWWWS DARLING I MISSSS YOU ALR! POUTS* HURRY BOOK OUT ON OUR ANNI DAY I NEED YOU!.

Sunday was spent with family, dint want to go out with them cause im dieting but got scolded by mummy cause im sick still dun wan eat. She say everytime i on diet 100% sure fall sick one, i agreeee la like 10 out of 10 times i on diet sure sick :S So went lunch at CS's Pizza Hut YUM. Their new BIG BITES pizza is nice drumlets tooo yummmy!. Spend the whole afternoon at home in bed afterwards cause having fever lol can u imagine no fan no aircon but im in thick jacket and 2 layers of blanket.. oh well~~ got abit better in the night and went dinning in the indian tandoori(?) restuarant! Had indian cusine naan,bthusa(?), mutthon and chicken. Dint eat much though no "wei kou". But the beeeeeeer is SUPER CHEAP 16.90 FOR 1 JUG!!! LIKE WAH!. But i never drink la cause im sicccccck. Good girl.(:

FINALLY TODAY!. superb day with jaimeeee, talk loads of HTHT ANDS CRAZY rubbishhhhhh HAHA. Thank you for the P.Osh Brownie girl! super yummmy! :DDDDDDDD.
Just hanged up phone with loveee, awwwwwwws I MISSSSSS HIM ALR 5 MORE DAYS!.
He's only booking out on sat... but nvm!. Heh at least i get to see him im dammm happy alr!.
Shall go slp sooon as im gettting tireeeeeeeeed. YAWNS.

I LOVE YOU DARLING ♥

2010-08-10T22:21:00.006+08:00

Day 11

*Sniffs Sniffs* oh mannnnnnn this friggging feeels horribleeee. Im having a flu now and nose is runnning like crazy!. Both army boy and me are sooooo Love Sick till we fell Physically Sick. Okay i know Not funnnny... =.= Seriously my mind is not cooperating with my hands resulting in typing nonsense so yeah.

AND OMFG BABY IS REALLY FRIGGING BOOKING OUT ON THURSDAY!. *DANCES & SKIPS AROUND THEN JUMP ON BED*. MISSS HIM DAM MUCH LAH YOU KNOW AND I SWEAR HE FRIGGGING MISSS ME TOO!. Its like ~~~ everynight we talk to each other we just feeel like seeeing each other even if it's just for that min!. I WANT NO NO I NEED A BIG TEDDY BEAR HUG NO MATTER WHAT ROAR!!!!!.

But i somehow love missing him like this cause the next time when i seee him i'll be like a SUPER HAPPPPY KID!. Sometimes/Often i like to make myself feeel EXTREMELY SAD over nothing so i can really feeel the EXTREME HAPPINESS you know what i mean?. im kinda saddist i guess :S i so wanna feeel hurt,pain whatever emotions that make me sad but as well as happiness and LOVE. Teeheee, im a crazy girl but who cares! :P HOkay shall go to bed like sooon. OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG HE'S REALLY COMING BACK SOOON! CANT WAIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!.

LEE CHONG YI!!!!!! YOU BETTER GET YOUR ASS BACK TO ME SOON! IF NOT I SWEAR IM GONNA KICK UR BUTT!.

2 MORE DAYSSSSSSSSS!.

2010-08-08T23:02:00.003+08:00

Day 9

HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY DAY cause went out with Liwen & Bob we had loads of laughs and simply enjoy each other's jokes and stufff. Being too happy in the day caused me to be SAD NOW SOBS ): baby is sick for 2 days alr )))))): so pooor thing heart painnnnnnnnn )))))): WHY CANT HE BOOK OUT? HE'S SICK LEH ); Baby hope you get well sooon!. You are strong right!(: few more days then i can seeeee youuuuuuu!. CANT WAIT!.

OMG FMLx100000000000000000000000000000. Up till now i only lost 2kgs which is like insignificant and unnoticeable )): sad life is me, me is sad life. Called dietitian/nutritionist that day and got scolded MAJOR cause its likeee im not overweight but im obessive about losing kgs which is not good for me ))))))): My BMI now is in the close to underweight range but still in the acceptable weight range. She knows that i have alr lost so muchhh weight compared to last time. That extreme and super fast drop of weight previously make my gastric sort of "over-acidic" so i have beeen living with gastric problems for the past 4 yrs plus. She kept naggging non-stop convincing me that i look okay and whatsoever, saying that if i continue to lose weight in extreme ways my gastric will have more problems. Worse still i love spicy and sour foood which is dammm bad for my gastric HOW???!!! )))))))); I'm weighing at 40++ but i friggging look like a 60++ )))): Super envious those who are heavy but look dam skinnny can. I wanna be FLAT so i wont look FAT. MAJOR FML. SIGHS, shall eat properly and stay healthy BUT i will work out and exercise more. I still wanna loseee weight but i'll just take it slow so it will not be much burden for my gastric i wanna live longgg so give me another 2-4 months!.3 more KGs to ideal weight!!!.

I WANT SCHOOL TO START NOW SO I CAN BE WITH MY FRIENDS EVERYDAY!!!
I WANT DARLING TO BOOK OUT ASAP SO I CAN SEE HIM AND GET A BIG HUG FROM HIM!!!!!!
REALLLY MISSSS EVERYONE SO DAMMM MUCH NOWWWWWWWW!!

Okay enough, im feeeling better(: MAN UTD BETTER WIN THE MATCH TO MAKE ME FEEEL EVEN BETTER!!!!!!!.

Till then~

4 more days!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2010-08-03T23:26:00.002+08:00

Day 6

Grumpyyyyyyyyyyyyyy dayyyyyyy ): ........ fled to gym after i reach home and worked out like mad after which i just feeel like collapsing TSK, kinda over stretched myself alil i guess? opps. Just ignored everyone in the hse and kinda grumble. Oh wellllllllllll, shall go to bed sooon!. I neeed babyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy badlyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy roarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. plsssssssssssssss lettttttttttttttttttttt meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee seeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu soooooooooooooooooooooooooon. *hits self with pillow nonstop*

8 MORE DAYSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.

2010-08-02T23:10:00.002+08:00

Day 5

Efficient day for meeeee.HEEE, did loads of work in office ask around for hlp on my presentation/project hoho and i got smth like totally YAYS. QA's Project Managers are like all super nice to meee :DDDD Went home and Intensive gym-ing after that, felt really GOOD to sweat again & i'm starting to like running teehees. Its super efficient for me when running while listening to music its like i alr ran for 20 mins and i dint even realise LOL. I'm going to do it whenever possible!, heh cause i saw how much calories i lost like really ZOMG I SWEAR IF I DO THIS EVERYDAY I WILL BECM STICK. *which i dun want* irony much tsk and I realise smth, whenever i drink alcohol = red and guess what even when i exercise = red. Like whatttttttttttttttttttttt????!!! my blood circulation is really good!. Dunno if its a good thing not haha!, lost 1 kg ONLY so far like a ): only. TSK better than nth~

Chatted quite alot with boy today heh, told him i went gym & exercise intensively he was like : "FOR WHAT???!! When i come out bring you eat good food." Then I was like " noooooooooooooooooooooooo~" :S Yays feeels reallly goood to talk to darling everyday!. SUPER HEARTS IT!! LIKE TOTALLY!. HEEEE. JIAYOU FOR YOUR NAPFA TMR!!! YOU CAN DO IT MY STRONG & FIT BOY!. Going to gym tmr again!. NEED TO LOSE KGS KGS KGS. SHAKE OFF THOSE FATSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS.

9 MORE DAYSS!!!!!!

2010-08-01T20:25:00.002+08:00

Day 4

OMG IT HAS BEEN 4 DAYS ALR WHICH MEANS 10 MORE DAYS (Y) heh the same day when i had to go back to school and for presentation. Oh well~ waiting for Liwen & Bob now cause we are planning for a year end trip heh. Nothing much happened today, went for a swim and rott at homeee. Now family all went out for dinner but which means im home alone!. Hehs waiting for darling's call laterrrr tooooooo. OMG IM EXCITED ABOUT EVERYTHING!. TIME PLS FLY. MR LEE CHONG YI I MISSS YOU LIKE CRAZY ALRRRR YOU KNWWW!!!!!!.

10 MORE DAYS!!!!!!!

2010-07-30T22:44:00.002+08:00

Day 2

AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWS, I AM A HAPPY HAPPY GIRL!, darling just called me :DDDDDDDDDDDD it feeeels super goooood to hear his voice like Z O M G. Its like just one call/text from him can keep me going for a day!. Always having butterflies anticipating for his call or when on the phone with him and my heart will go thups thups.. thups thups.*You guys must be going like what??!!* I KNOW!!!!. Maybe its cause we seldom chat on the phone. But i super appreciates it, cause he really made an effort to text me whenever he's freee and call me at night!. Melts** and and and every texts of his is like no less than 5 lines of words like AWWWWWWWWS, after tgt for so long our smses are always this long. HEARTS IT.

My poor boy,everything so rush and they dint even have time to bathe for the past 2 days can you imagine? but he still took out time to call me like YAYNESS. He's strong & tough enough to handle all those so called "progressive" training (i call them monster traning) i am very sure, so i have no worries!.Teeeheees, i may sound like a crazy nut head who will be mad happy over a call or a text but seriously, you wouldnt feel what i feeel unless you are going through what i am going through. So yaaaaa, whatever so long as i'm happy and that's what matter most(: I am happy to be going through this though cause it will make me learn to be even MORE independant and really treasure the times that we both spent tgt whenever he books out. Heh oright enough blabberings. Shall head to bed soon!. Its a sat tmr and I HAVE TO WORK. MAJOR SIANESS. Nvm~

Boy, you and I both know how strong our love is so its only a matter of time(:
I LOVE YOU!.

12 MORE DAYS!!!!!!!!AND MY CRAZY DIET STARTS TMR!!!!!!!.

2010-07-29T19:21:00.004+08:00

Day 1

Okay soooooooooooooooooo, he is in camp now. I've had an life time experience of what's in tekong cause i've never been there before. I was fineeeeeeeeeeee, so fineeeeeeeee untilll dunno when i start to shrink. Tsk, major shrink when i saw his mummy tear when he left. Awws i can imagine its the "she bu de" feeeling, brought up ur beloved son for 21yrs and he's leaving home for the very first time for 2 weeeeks. I guess u guys can imagine how i felt too, but i'm proud of myself cause i dint sobs(: His Daddy was laughing at Mummy (or rather us but i really dint cry okay lol) cause he say Army nothing one!. Treat it as he go holiday for 2 weeeks. Yes agreee!. When i was going to mrt, Daddy said "Ma hao ah" to meee. I just smiled and nodd(: Both of them went shopping tgt, ask me to join them too but i was too tired.

Thought alot on the ride home, nth in paricular but i doze off and miss my stop :Z oh well~. Haha reached home, bathed and here i am!. I'll be isolating myself from 31st July to 10 Aug neeed to start my extreme diet and do smth about myself. Having working adults/older friends around you push you even harder to the extend that it really strikes you like lightning if you knw what i mean. Roughly, gaging a plan in life, dun waste your time and youth on things that you think would not work out. Have a target, yesss i am going to do what i need to do and get what i want. You will not want to live in regrets im sure(: The drive that you have makes you work harder so you can live for the better in future and i am sure my boy has that drive in him too. This will make everything works i believe. Once a upon a time i believe that marrrying a rich guy = BEST & no worries. But it dosent seems that way. I would rather be tgt with smone who loves me, willing to work hard no matter how hard it is in order to "yang" us. Thats enough and i am always waiting for the day where i can see boyf everyday, go out and go home tgt. Even though that is like a so simple thing to many but to me its really a big deal!. That i will reallly appreciate every single sec spend with him!.

Okay so back on track, people i am not going out during that period of time exceptions can be made if you guys are going to a place where they have salads/no fried food/fruits. Initially i wanted a diet of mere 500calories per day and no exercise but its impossible so i'm sticking to the 800calories + at least 30 min of exercise per day(: FYI Female needs 1200calories perday & Male need 1800calories if im not wroong. Haha i knw i sound like a freak but yeah im so gonna do it!. 10 days give me at least 4-8kg lost PLS. Darling is so gonna kill me if he sees this 2 weeks later but by then i have alr lost so ya. But i got eat and exercise so is healthy okay!. *Fingers cross hopes nothing goes wrong* Okie! shall head for dinner 2 more days to diet!. After friday which is tmr, no more foood after 6~ only fruits/cereal bars!. Shall update tmr again! Ciaos~

COUNTING DOWN! 13 MORE DAYS!.

2010-06-30T20:49:00.004+08:00

*heaves a loud sigh & smiles* it feeels gooood to be homeeee early(: work has been pretty mundane same thing everyday, nobody to talk to, cereal+milk+strawberries for lunch everyday. All these alone time gave me space to think about soooooooo much things. Family, love, friends, school, work & future.

In exactly a month later, you're going in, to serve the nation. Time reallly fliesss, seems like just ytd when we first started talking to each other *grins* i'm sooooooo friggging lucky and so dam glad that i've made the right choice or rather a risk/gamble. Cant believe myself still so caught in LOVE, 30 months has past but we're still so high on heels over each other.... Oh myyyy~ If there were a love themometer, it would meant that we're always running a fever. There are really so much memories with you(: Throughout i've learnt alot of things too, me being the first child i always had to be moreeee independant.

Its reallly niceeee to have somebody to lean on esp when you are down and stuffs but ofcourse you have friends too but its just, different, i guess?. Putting a strong front in front of everyone keeping all thosethings insde,which after go home hide in the room and cry like mad making sure no one at home hears you, sounds just like me. Now i have you to share my stuffs with me i feel less burdened and its like -100kgs off me(:

At this age its time to get settled down i guess, or maybe its just me? *shurgs* We are all out, trying to find the perfect guy. We humans, all have flaws don't we?, i don't need the perfect guy. I just need my perfect guy, he is perfect with all the flaws he possess cause i'm sure i'm not that perfect myself too. I love you, for you are who you are. Just so happy, indulging in my little bliss. I'm proud of myself cause im ready, ready to wait for you, 2 years, im prepared. Its just a lil bump on the road, we still have mountains to climb over as compared to this.

Though we cant see each other everyday, though we cant always have sleep overs but it dosent matters. Cause this makes me look forward to married life even more, just thinking of it makes me so happy!. Get to see you everyday tgt in our own love hut doing our fav past times tgt watching tvvv and many more!. What you said in our anni card simply melts meee~ awwwwwwwws cuddles* Boy, i just loveeeeee you so much that i dunno how to discribe it, and i'm sure you feeel the same way as mee too!. Worry not i'll be good(:

Lucky me have 1 more year in school while you are serving ns, so i can enjoy myself with my friends too!. Cant live without them too!. I'm really fortunate to have quite a balanced life between Love,friends,family. But kinda guilty cause im spending more time outside now compared to time spend at home. But sunday its still family day so i guess it makes up for everything!. Sa-jiaoing to mummy rocks and talking about soccer with dad, its like the onllllyyy time we talk to each other cause he is so darn stern & strict. So thats why i like soccer so much since young heh!, playing with siblings sometimes can drive me crazy LOL.

However, sometimes it really saddens me as people might think one treating the other soo good might have hidden motives or whatsoever. Caring for the person so much that even the little things happened to them is a BIG thing to you. Truths hurt but i think its better to live in the so called "white lies" for some. Call them names whatever. They care-ed for you so they would do things trying to make you feel better, but hey look what have they gotten? Nothing, nothing but just names behind their back and other bad critics. It dosent pays to be kind. so kaypo for what? stupid right?. I have learnt my lesson alot of times but still, thats one of my weakness.

This is LIFE, you cant always have all the good of everything. So just learn, deal with it and move on. I've got it, this is how psychologoy works. All these in you are the essences that what makes you, you. WOW i feel like an old woman but wells i guess there's still alot for me to see and learn. Those who will stay in your life will be there for you forever and that's what matter most. "Live your life like you are dying" sings Kris Allen yes you must. But you must also Live your own life for you, i said. For now i'll just bear with the 2 months of work and enjoy my life as much as i can!. Enough of blabberings cause i think i've said enough(: Sorry for the long post! :S

Ps:Not talking about any particular person/people/whatsoever in this post just in general so yeah, dun read into it so much.

Pss: Need to get-a-way after my attachment badly!!!!

Psss: Oh Amazingly i'm super looking forward to rubbing boyf 's botak head HAHA opps
Baby i never laugh at you okie? LOVE YOU! :P (L)

2010-06-04T22:14:00.004+08:00

lost interest in blogging dunno when will be back to update this space again.
Life has been pretty routine for me, 12 more weeks~~
SIGH working tmr like againnnnnnn FML.
Shall rest early and stop thinking much.
I am Stupid.
Stupid is Me.

You're too loud, I'm so hyper
On paper we're a disaster
And I'm driving you crazy
It's my little game

I push you, and you push back
Two opposites so alike that
Everyday's a roller coaster
I'm a bump you'll never get over

This love (love) hate (hate) relationship
You say you can't handle it
But there's no way to stop this now
So shut up and kiss me

Kick (kick), scream (scream) call it quits
But your just (just) so (so) full of it
Cuz it's too late, to close your mouth
Shut up and kiss me.

I'm stupid
I'm useless
I can't do anything right

According to you
I'm difficult
Hard to please
Forever changing my mind
I'm a mess in a dress
Can't show up on time
Even if it would save my life
According to you
According to you

But according to him
I'm beautiful, incredible
He can't get me out of his head
According to him
I'm funny,irresistible
Everything he ever wanted
Everything is opposite
I don't feel like stopping it
So baby tell me what I got to lose
He's into me for everything I'm not
According to you

According to you
I'm boring
I'm moody
You can't take me any place

According to you
I suck at telling jokes cause I always give it away
I'm the girl with the worst attention span
You're the boy who puts up with it
According to you
According to you

2010-05-20T22:43:00.002+08:00

i swearrrrrrr those men at kaki bukit industrial area are like dammmm desperate, stare stare stare gorge out ur eyes ah %$^&*(. I DISPISE GUYS WHO'RE WITH THEIR GF BUT STARRING AT OTHER GIRLS INSTEAD OF THEIR GF. I know its normal and okay for guys to look at girls la but dun stare at them till like you nvr see girls before, esp when ur gf is ard imagine howww sad would she be cause ur staring at other girls and not looking at her and OMG these guys just get onto my nerves, they really scanns you from top to toe. IRRITATED TTM. TSK. *punches and hit pillows to relief frustration*. 14 more weeeeks!.

2010-05-11T23:49:00.003+08:00

previous emo post shall be kept to make myself feel better(:
those who had read good for you, those who had not too bad(:
i'm not as strong as you and i thought i did be.

Your Love is My Drug (L)

2010-05-10T23:25:00.004+08:00

Maybe I need some rehab, or maybe just need some sleep
I've got a sick obsession, I'm seeing it in my dreams

I'm looking down every alley, I'm making those desperate calls
Im staying up all night hoping, Hit my head against the walls

What you've got boy is hard to find
Think about it all about it all the time
I'm all strung up my heart is fried
I just cant get you off my mind

Because your love, your love, your love, is my drug
Your love your love your love
I said your love, your love, your love, is my drug
Your love your love your love

Won't listen to any advice, mamma's telling me to think twice
But left to my own devices i'm addicted its a crisis!

My friends think I've gone crazy, my judgment is getting kinda hazy
My status is gonna be affected if I keep it up like a love sick crackhead

What you've got boy is hard to find
Think about it all about it all the time
I'm all strung up my heart is fried
I just cant get you off my mind

Because your love, your love, your love, is my drug
Your love your love your love
I said your love, your love, your love, is my drug
Your love your love your love

I don't care what people say
The rush is worth the price I pay
I get so high when you're with me
But crash and crave you when you are away

So I got a question;
Do you want to have a summer party in my basement?
Do I make your heart beat like a native drum?
Is my love, your drug?

2010-05-09T17:28:00.020+08:00

Almost a month dint blog, haha was lazy and life's pretty mundane having a 5.5 work week SUCKS.
Main highlight of this period of time is love's bday chalet(: Had a really great time with loves and friends. 3 weeks of attachment have pass, everyday wad i do is paper work and filing its really boring and there's this OL keep picking on me.

Seriously pls spare me from all these office drama,I AM JUST A FREAKING INTERN whatever la huh, what you think thats true about me issnt true or maybe you are just jealous. Yes i can help you with your work that my supp ask YOU to do but pls, dun come give me excuse that you have lost the paper/file i pass you and ask me talk to the supp myself not the first time alr. *rolls eyes*. FRIGGING BTH SIA. %$^&*

This stupid SIP thing make me dam dam down every single day ))))))))))))))): *except the msn-ing part with jaime&all) Only happy days are when im meeting loves and friends after work. I think i'm PMS-ing feel so #$%^T&*( easily plus uncomfy bloated stomach SIAN. At least this weekend make me a lil happier cause i met SDU(s), Liwen and saw Boy(: for awhile heh. All of you are the only people that cheered me up thank you(:

Hope boy's doing fine with his job(:
Currently hook to Adam Lambert's What do you want from me. Not to worry i'm feeling fine really(: just need to rant it out. I'm still trying to get use to everything. Alright going out later for Mother's day. Shall comtinue blasting my music. Ciaos~.

i miss ur hugs, kisses, jokes and chatting with you,
have so much things i wanna tell you yet..
soon soon(: (L)

2010-04-18T01:28:00.003+08:00

OMG holidays are coming to an END. But nvm its okay, i'll lift my sprits up. Cause next week i will have a fun filled weekend :DDDDD. Quite looking to work actually, wanna learn new things you never knw when ur skills may come in handy. Maybe after attachment i will have more interest and go into that industry. Haha who knws~ your thinking will change as you get older(: BUT THEN, wont be meeting SDU that often alr sian~ all attached to diff places!. Will miss all the laughs and fun we had, must meet up at least once a week okay? :D Awwwwwww, i'll miss my lovelove too... Aiyo nvm *self comforting* time will fly~ 4 months of attachment will shoooooo~ then 2 yrs~~~ and ure out from NS :D

Random:
Sometimes i think girls are so dumb always like purposely go see things(like things happen in the past or things that dosent affect them now) that will make them sad or angry. *including me* Dunno for what la dumb right =.= oh well~ whatever la. I'm okay(: alright shall go to bed sooon. Update soon! Goodnight!(:
I miss you Baby, few more days to our 2yr4mth!(L)

2010-04-13T23:29:00.008+08:00

YAYS My heartheart is back(((((((: Met him today and he showed me pictures and told me stories. OMG The strawberries from korea are dam BIG and SWEEET!.We build the one piece ship tgt too!, actual he did most of the work i just hlp a lil here and there HA.Heh boy bought me loads of stuff from korea too awwws~~ heh. Alright shall post up the pictures of the gooooooooodies :DDDDD

It flew all the way from korea with love to me(: THANK YOU HUBBY!.

Cute Pink Teddy from Teddy Bear Museum!. :DD.

Mad Cute white tiger with pink nose from everland!!((:

Korea dollie nail clipper((:

Tights Love bought for me awwws so thoughful him(((((((':

Snacks, Kimchii SeaWeed and Chocolate from Jeju(: SEAWEED DAM NICE.

SUPER DUPER CUTE SANRIO HELLO KITTY LONG TOP!!!:DDDDDDDDDDDDDD.

Couple hoodie from SPAO!!! Love got the same one tooo((((((:

Another View of Hoodie Folded(:

MASKS FROM FACESHOP(((((((((((; OMG HE BOUGHT SO MANY FOR ME :D LOVE YOU MAD LOADS!((:

Baby awwwwwwws you're so sweeeeeeeeeeet heh wherever u go also think of me right thats why go everywhere also got gifts for me HAHA. *ThickSkin* I LOVE YOU LOADS!. I'm just super happpy that you are back!!!. With or without all this things I still love you as muchhhhhhh(((: Seee you sooon baby! You said: "The hugs you gave cure me alot cause i'm suffering from love sick". MEEE TOOOO!, LOVE YOU DAM MUCH SWEEETIE!.

2010-04-11T00:12:00.004+08:00

Work's okay tiring but full of laughs HA.
But dun like when they call me dnm,dnb whatever -.- NOT OKAY.
& i dislike serving apnn TTM. Irritating MAX.
TingTing says she will not know how to comfort me in future if my boy goes offtrack.
Cause my confidence level of him is 1000000000000xinfinity%. HAHA OF COURSE LA.
YAY HE'S COMING BACK TMR(: HAPPPY*
Though i can still tahan for one more weeek but really MISSHIMTTM.
I'm very sure i'll get use to it since he's enlisting this year so no problem!.
BUT I'M STILL HAPPY HE'S GONNA BE BACK TMR.
Need more dosages of my baby hubby lovey dovey :P
Anw i misss SDUs, too bad cant join them tmr haha meet up soon!.
Miss my gossip girls tooo~
Gonna slp now, work tmr so ciaos~
*Chants: yays he's coming back tmr*
:DDDDDDDDDDDDD.

2010-04-09T00:37:00.006+08:00

I'm so dam proud of myself cause i've been such a good, independent girl(:
It feels really different when ure not around,
but somehow i can still feel ur love & presence around me.
No idea how or why, but this feeling is just so special.
Never ever had i felt this way this strong.
This is LOVE i guess,
not just saying the word for the sake of saying
but more to getting, feeling the real meaning behind this BIG word.
I'm so glad that im going through this cause its making me learn alot.
Though to many or maybe you that this may seems smth lil, well i beg to differ.
I always tell you that i dunno whats gonna happen & anything can happen in the future,
however i believe that you and me will make that extra effort to make it last(:
IHeartYou(L)

Ps: hope my horrible terrible cramps go away~
Pss: 3 more days and you'll be back!(:
Psss: I'm thinking way too much sometimes, but in a goodway.

2010-04-04T01:44:00.003+08:00

Today is a happpy day(: Love brought me to bugis and got my jacket&skirt ate WoAiTaiMei Crispy Fried Chicken and Wintermelon Tea+Taro QQ YUMMM!. Took train to PS and caught How To Train Your Dragon! AWWWWWWWS toothless is soooooo cuteeeeeeee i wannnn oneeeeeeeee dragonnnnnn tooo!. Had our dinner at POMO IshiMura yummy salmon sashimi :D snow iceee for dessert at another shop!. Decided to catch the Soccer match so we went to TheCrewRoom to chill ordered beeer too!. Wah the place is filled with people mannn cause of the soccer i guess haha!. Next stop is Rochor Beancurd :DDDD

Sat down to have a long chat with boy((: He;s going Korea for 8 days tmr!. Awwwws~hubby you are the one that know me best and always know what i wanted heh(: I'm so glad i found you, we're as happy or rather happier and lovelier as days pass. Seems like just ytd we first got together, time really fliesss~ Not to worry boy, i'll be good girl and wont let you worry bout me. Will rem ur naggings : Drink water, Dun take in too much sugar/salt not good for health, reach home early, sit on the outer seats on bus etc.. Actually i know one la just that you know~ HAHA. Baby, you know i know that we'll miss each other much much yeah!. 8 days will flyyyy :D Mr Lee enjoy yourself alright!. Thank you for everything everything. I LOVE YOU(:

I'll be going to Msia tmr, back on monday. Tues will be going out with girls. WedtoSun=Work. Those who wanna go out just text me(: so i can take OFF from work in advance haha. Till then~

2010-04-01T00:57:00.006+08:00

Sooo i'm free this week from mon to thurs :D More time spend with love since he's flying to Korea on Sunday night for 8dayssssssss ._. Shall update on the happenings these 3 days

Monday: Stayed home and rest.

Tuesday:

Met boy at outram mrt in the morning and we went all the way up kranji to take bus to JB!. Wheees first time going there without family! Boy too! Excited TTM :D Went city sqaure and lunch at Kim Gary's, ordered alot of food and dessert :D Damn cheap luh cause we order alot and its only like less than 30sgd :D After eating hubby kept :"wah hen bao" for alot alot of times throughout the whole day lol! Haha walk around and shopped.

Ate cakes at Secret Recipe and ice cream from Baskin Robbins in between YUM. Then continue walking againnn wah we walked non-stop, but had short breaks and awesome chats!. Love talking with him haha we just have so much things to talk about and share(: Baby suggested we go to another mall so we walked to kotaraya plaza, he's so xixin pls did researched and had a map in his phone :D But there was nth much there so we walked back to C.S and continue to shopped.

Settled down at Secret Recipe for dinner. Bought back cakes for family cause its frigging cheap loh, less than 3sgd per slice :D Went home after that shagged ttm!. Hubby sent me home no matter what though awwwwws~ Thank you love for carry all those heavy shopping bags and sending me home though we alr walked around 5km? today. I bought like 2 tops, 9 masks, 1 pair of sandals and a top for bro and lil gifts for sis. Hubby bought us a couple tee too! Cute ttm! :D That end our 1day trip in JB!. :D LOVE YOU CHONG(:

Dinner @ Secret Reciper Beef stew~ yum!

Dinner @ Secret Recipe Satay(:

Love's Artistic shot haha.

Baby's Tiramisu

My banana choco cake(:

ICE CREAM!!! Choco Chop cookie dough~ yummmy~

Lunch @ Kim Gary's(:

Baked potatoes :D

my Salmon, seafood and abalone double cheese bake rice!

Baby's set meal.

Mango Shave Ice! LOVE MANGOES :D

Sandals From Vincci @ Padini Concept 50% off so only RM16.50 :D

Robot shirt for brother(: 2for50rm baby had another one with Diff design(:

Missing her the other half heh(: Thank you love!

Top from Padini 79RM but got 10% disc((:

Masks from Etude house RM36 for 9!. MAD CHEAP(:

Wed:
YAYS MY PAY IS IN!!.(but only 5days pay w/o comm. -.-, better than nth)
Met jaime at orchard and ate sakae buffet :D off to far east and do nails!. YAYS bling and 3-D nail art! HAPPY(: Walked to Ion find Agnes and we sat down to snack and chit chat haha. Saw Fernan&his Gf haha mad qiao. So we just keep on continue talking happily you know girls~~ :P chat till 930 and HomeSweetHome(: Had a really great time with you girls! Met up soon okay before Agnes head to Taiwan heh. LOVE YOU GIRLS(:

Ps: Cant wait for tmr! Movie-ing and shop again with love :P

2010-03-23T22:30:00.006+08:00

Omg work's really boring today ._. nobody oneeee we just crapped all day in the shop LOL. Watched Thai Female version of Ongbak, ghost story telling and some crazy censored talks and blah blah blah~. Really mad bored but had alot of laughs heh.

I just randomly said : "ABCDEFG "
TingTing : "All Boys Can Do Everything For Girl"

LOL-ed~ True? Maybe? Or issit
"All Boys CanNOT Do Everything For Girl"
*Varies from person to person though*
Oh well.. Anw me cant wait for tmr YAYS!. :D

Signing off with me! :P

2010-03-22T00:15:00.004+08:00

Had Pu Tien Buffet at CS to celebrate lil sis bday, aweeeesomeeee foood :D Heh wore my heeels and it dint hurt a bit!. LOVE IT! haha makes my legs look long and skinny HA!. Watched ManUtd VS Liverpool just now. ManUtd won wheeeeeeeeeeeees! :D Vidic dam cute though he got a yellow card :S haha!. Shall continue watching Shinee's Hello baby!. Yoogeun is DAM CUTEEEE, i wan a baby boy like him!. HUGE eyes awwws~ Okay stop dreaming! HA.

Sis look innocent: Looks are decieving, shes the most "evil" LOL, mummy looking crazy :S
Haha okay la one more!. :D LOVE MY HEELS TTM!! :D

Ps: MAN UTD FTW!(:

2010-03-21T00:01:00.000+08:00

Soooooo~ went out with love today! :D Had lots of good food and exchange anni card(: Cookies for my LoveCourse3 :D Thank you hubby for the superb day!, always give me what i want to eat :P Heh had bubble tea, I Love Taimei BBQ crispy fried chicken and KFC for dinner yummmmm!. Went to catch soft toy too :D Boy got the super HUGE boxing gloves with 2 tries :D hehe. Baby,
HAPPY 2 YEARS & 3 MONTHS ANNIVERSARY!. You know I know that we heart each other TTM!. Heh so cute of you to ask me where i wanna go on our honeymoon, today(: I LOVE YOU!. Cant wait for wed! Wild Wild Wet and Sakura buffet! :D You treat me BEST, I LOVE being your spoilt baby :P. AI NI! HAPPY ANNI AGAIN!.

Pictures of today:

Say hello to BoxingKing :P *hubby pictures posted here, are u pose for me deh, the rest i nvr post so fair hor? HAHA*

Drinking his pepsi light(:

YAYS KFC! :DD

StrawberryOreo Bubble tea: Okay only too sweet. Chicken: MAD NICE!.

BBQ Crispy fried Chicken(:

Our 2nd year, 1st Month : LoveCourse1 Sotong Stick.

Our 2nd year, 2nd Month : LoveCourse2 KFC egg tart.

Our 2nd year, 3rd Month : LoveCourse3 Cookies.

My baby mad cute haha, still in Our 1st year 3rd month. He just realised it like NOW?!. LOL! :P.

oO

Blurrr.

(:
Nicest pic of the day :D
I LOVE LEECHONGYI(:

Ps: Found my phone usb cable so will blog more often :D

2010-03-18T22:19:00.004+08:00

So many things to blog about! But am super lazy :S Went out with liwen for tanning today but failed. Wahlao first time i never put my spf50 sunblock, i guess the MrTaiYangGongGong also wanna let me be fair LOL :P Met up with michelle and bob at cine and ate at shokudo what a full filling meal, up till now still FULL. Watched Cop Out freaking good and laugh like mad!. But alot of Vulgarities and things related to XXX lol. M18 show mah haha!. Working tmr, i neeeeed $$$ to buy somethings :D heh. 3 more days to our 2nd year & 3rd month anni! YAYS. LOVE YOU MAD LOADS CHONGYI(:

Oh and Happy 19th Birthday to Ben!. Hope you enjoy urself that day(:

Ps: Love MrLeeChongyYi TTM!,i know no matter what happens we'll always be there for each other.I believe everything happens for a reason and it'll make our love even stronger as we get through(:
Pss: Enjoy myself very much today(: Thank you guys!.
Psss: Sorry jaime,mak and bryan couldnt join u guys to chill tonight,enjoy yeah(:

2010-03-15T00:49:00.003+08:00

Soooooooooo IT Show has ended, have u got what u want?(:
I bought my zen mx pink limited ed! :D
Worked for 4 days(3days ITshow+1sunday) and my sales gonna reach 10k alr wheeees~
commission+basicpay=$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$. ^^
Went e-awards concert with boy ytd and it was AWESOME!.
SHINEEEEEEEEEEEE FTW :D.
Hehe, my boy came to fetch me home today(:
Mad happy thank you love!.
Lunch-ing with agnes and james tmr, miss them loads!.
Thanks for coming to find meeeeee :D
Alright i shall go to bed now, nights!.
Cant wait for tuesday! *Grins*

2010-03-12T00:19:00.002+08:00

Superb day with Love ytd!.(:
Work was tiring today.. no idea why though there's not much customers..
suntec flooding with mad loads of peopleeeeeeeeeeeeeee..
3 more days for IT show to end!.
tmr results SIGH )))))))))))))))))))))))))))):
pls no supp paper.. )))))))))))):
Shall go to bed nowwwwwwww, work starts tmr!. $.$

2010-03-05T20:23:00.004+08:00

可不可以有一个人。
可以看穿我的逞强。
可不可以有一个人可以保护我的脆弱。
不要在我说「没事啦，你去吧」的时候
就真的会放心的放开我的手然后留我一个人。
不要在我笑笑的不说话的时候
就真的会以为我心里没有觉得疼痛和难过。
不要在我若无其事的忙碌着手头的事的时候
就真的会以为我什么影响都没有受到。

我希望他会在我的眼泪掉下以前
就用大大的手掌捂住我的眼睛。
然后轻声说我的眼睛只有微笑的时候才是最好看。

我希望他会在我面无表情的时候轻轻的用力的搂紧我。
然后说你在我的面前永远都不需要伪装坚强。

我希望他会在我受到委屈的时候把我的脑袋按在他的肩膀上。

然后抚着我的头发说没关系就算所有的人都不相信你你都还有我。

要嫁的那个人
不一定要是高高瘦瘦的但是一定要干干净净

要嫁的那个人
不一定要会甜言蜜语但是一定要有好的脾气

要嫁的那个人
不一定要帅气又多金但是一定要有聪明的头脑和上进心

要嫁的那个人
一定会从我们牵手那刻起对我说
从今天起我们有福同享有难我当

要嫁的那个人
一定要霸道些他会对我说我认定你了就赖你了
你就是我一个人的我不许别人走近你

要嫁的那个人
一定会支持我减肥却依然带我去超市给我买很多好吃的
然后说吃吧不管你多胖我都要你

要嫁的那个人
一定会在过马路的时候牵着我的手
对我说要跟我走

要嫁的那个人
一定会明白老婆是用来疼的
而且会吹着快乐的口哨和我一起做家务

要嫁的那个人
一定会在我生气的时候耐心的哄着
然后逗我说你生气的样子好丑

要嫁的那个人
一定会在我哭的时候为我擦眼泪
然后告诉我乖不哭有我在呢

要嫁的那个人
一定会在我累的时候伸出手臂很心疼的说抱抱

要嫁的那个人
一定会在睡觉前跟我说你要早点睡觉晚安

要嫁的那个人
一定会把我带回家对他妈说看这是我给你找的儿媳妇
然后对我说这是咱妈

要嫁的那个人
一定会在某一个阳光明媚的日子顶着一片湛蓝的天
笑着对我说我们该有个家了……

I have found him, have you?(:

2010-02-20T23:57:00.004+08:00

OMG studying has been insane ARGH. Spent the day at hubby's(: heh we eat and sleep then studied awhile. AWWWS hes such a sweetie always being extremely good to me hehs.

HAPPY 2 YEARS & 2 MONTHS TO US(:
It has been quite a smooth journey for us!.
Love how loving and lovely we are HEES!.

I FREAKING CANT WAIT FOR EXAMS TO BE OVER!. Gonna enjoy march holidays!. Starting with genting on 1st march with hubby and friends!(: JIAYOU TO ALL FOR MUGGING!. WE CAN DO IT!.

I LOVE YOU!

2010-02-12T19:06:00.000+08:00

I'll miss everyone(: Till then~.

2010-02-08T23:42:00.001+08:00

MCT..
))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))':

2010-02-06T22:23:00.003+08:00

Its a stay home saturday for me BORING, okay la initially planned to go timbre/hard rock but then i dint go. Good girl leh lol, parents went dating, bro went out. I was left at home to baby sit sisters. Brunch was soya bean milk+ kaya pancake, then had dinner with sisters at saizeriya at C.S. Bro called say he'll be home late after that mum called said they'll be back after midnight. WAH got so happening mah,guess i'll have to study ))))))))); major sadness. Stupid exams, cny study week. Nvm, i'll lose loads KGs after i return back to SG after 5 days i swear. Cause will rot in my room and study that keeps me away from those new year goodies too. But i'll munch on ba kwa for sure!.Will go cycling or scooter riding for exercise. Looking forward to angbaos :D heh best part of CNY whees more $$$. AND OMG i miss hubby TTM, ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh mannnnnnnnnnn. I'll see him soon soon soon!. Give me more of him PLEASE wont be able to see him much for the next 2 weeks also BOO. Its okay cause he alw tells me in future we'll see each other everyday. Looking forward to that day!. Alright shall go do some work now. Till then!.

2010-02-04T18:18:00.005+08:00

Feeling w e a k. Half dead on my bed now typing this post. Almost couldnt make it here today, shant elaborate my twitters will know what happen. SIAN half, well at least BMS & PM is finished. I'm such a BLUR dint bring AON to school today): almost lost my phone today too OMG. BAD DAY. SIGH. Hope tmr will be better. I need a HUG. Pouts* Shall go rest now.

2010-02-02T20:29:00.010+08:00

Removed my super duper emo post. I shall help myself to be better.

Found this super true:

男朋友在乎你的体重有没有升；老公在乎你今晚有没有吃饱

男朋友在乎你今天打扮的够不够漂亮；老公在乎你今天穿的

那么少会不会冻着

当你遇到困难的事情时候，男朋友会安慰你；老公会在第一时间赶到

男朋友在乎你今天开心过没有；老公会在乎你今天遇到不开心的事没有

男朋友只给你买漂亮的时装；老公给你买温暖的羽绒服

男朋友和哥们吃饭不会想你在干什么吃饭怎么办；老公和哥们吃饭会不踏实时不时给你发信息，一遍遍告诉你他很快就会回来

如果你够漂亮，男朋友会考虑要不要把你带给他的朋友看，长长面子：如果你不够漂亮，你的老公走到哪都会带着你，也许你没有勇气，但是他会给你鼓励。

男朋友的家人如果不喜欢你，他会放弃你：老公的家人如果不喜欢你，他会尽自己最大的努力去保护你。

男朋友觉的你们不合适，他会走开，即使他还喜欢你；如果全世界都觉得你们不合适，可是你的老公还是会守候你。

男朋友只会限于他所认为的人知道你的存在；老公会告诉整个世界：你是他的宝贝。

男朋友打完电话会急急挂掉；老公会等你挂断，他才会挂断。

男朋友会在你烦闷的时候让你自己静静；老公会留下来跟你吵架，帮你发泄。

男朋友在你特殊的几天里会躲着你；老公会在那几天给你冲热水，给你讲笑话。

男朋友会把你说分手当真；老公会在你说分手之后挽留你，因为他知道你希望被挽留，并不想走。

男朋友会在自己有能力的范围内满足你；老公会付出一切都要满足你，即使满足不了，他还是会尽最大努力。

男朋友想的明天和未来很少；老公会把你们以后的宝宝名字都取好。

男朋友不敢给承诺，给了也未必做到。老公敢于做出了承诺，而且一定会做到。

男朋友不敢相信你们的爱情；老公会把娶你当做他的人生目标，并且渴望和你一起变老。

因为老公才是这个世界上真正爱你的男人.

2010-02-02T14:25:00.003+08:00

I had a good sleep but a really really bad dream.
Whats with me.. ):
Tmr tmr tmr hurry come, i need my hubby.
Time will you please fly prettty PLEASE.
Down down down down down-ed.

2010-01-31T13:31:00.004+08:00

SIGHS i lost my mp3/thumbdrive, sad TTM. All the MCT files are inside was stupid to not have any back up files. Cant do anything bout it either. Totally broke down ytd ): thank god hubby was with me. He's such a sweetheart, despite of having sore throat he still makes effort to talk to me and comfort me AWWS. My silly boy still say wanna buy another mp3 for me, dun okay!. Thank you love, i'll be strong(: Cant wait for this sem to be over, i believe holidays will be FUN. And it'll be hubby's and my 1st overseas trip with friends(: Alright enough said i shall do my MCT now.

2010-01-28T23:15:00.001+08:00

): TIRED MAX.

2010-01-25T22:46:00.002+08:00

I had a superb weekend last week apart from the never ending projects.
Thank you Hubby & Friends who were with mee :D
I miss girls, shall meet up with them soon CNY shopping!!.*Yes i knw, i wont buy so much clothes alr*
I think i have like 10++ sets of new dresses and clothes opps :X.
YAYS cant wait for exam to end!
HOLIDAYS HURRY COME!, NEED MORE DOSAGE OF MR LEECHONGYI(:
Okay shall play bankai story with hubby now.
Till then~

2010-01-21T22:42:00.001+08:00

HAPPY 2 YEARS & 1 MONTH ANNIVERSARY TO
CHONGYI & XUEEN!.

Honey XueEn Loves Hubby ChongYi!*HUGS&MUACKS*
Thank you for you!.WO AI NI!.

2010-01-19T22:35:00.005+08:00

OMG School has been completely stressed out for me. Tonnes of projects ARGH. Must manage time well. But then i have been having great time with classmates & hubby(: Hehs on a brighter not im seeing hubby tmr YAYS. Okay pictures are up on Norman's 19th and Alicia's 21st. Im lazy to type much.

Ps: more pictures to be uploaded when i get it.
Pss: Pardon my freaking red face on the pics i only drank half glass of Heineken.
My Blood circulation = SUPERB. HA.

2010-01-14T17:19:00.004+08:00

Even though i skipped sch today... but...
YES AH I'M DONE WITH SOCIO ESSAY & SS PPT :D Hehe.
Shall figure out how to do MCT later if not monday DIE.

Lol, anw i went to find hubby ytd :D :D :D he help me to check out wads wrong with my bankai story :X He laugh at meeee eeeee ._. Haha baby's mummy cooked dinner too!. Chicken rice, fried long beans with eggs and soup!. YUM YUM YUM. Super delicious finish my rice too!. The chiliiii, chickennnn, riceeee, eggggg, soupppp OMG taste super goooooood :D Its really YUM haha!. Hubby acc me to watch tv, the 9 o clock drama he LOL-ed at the london choco roll advert HAHA. He really super long nvr watch tv alr HA :X What a day!, im so happppy hehs everybody so good to me :D Its like i'm a part of them too haha, its sooner or later anws. Hor hubby~ HA. I'm like sooooooo lucky :D :D :D Thank you love for sending me home even though its so late alr HEES. I LOVE YOU!!. Cant wait to see you on sat! :D

Aight i shall go take a break and back to work later. immma good girl HA.

2010-01-13T12:01:00.001+08:00

Felt abandoned SIGHS. LOL. Alone at concourse with my lappy. Waiting for jaime..
Nvm, cant wait to see hubby laters :D

2010-01-12T01:50:00.002+08:00

Oh mann its late late lateeeee..
I'm drowning into a sea of missesssssss,
i miss hubby like super duper badly grrrr.

2010-01-07T19:32:00.002+08:00

Today was tiringgg but fun heh!. Open house today not alot of people compared to last year. Oh well~ heh. We are from the slackers club(: HA. WTH loh, Intelligent Building Technology become Green Building Sustainability. ZZZ, GBS tsk lucky our graduating cert is still IBT(: haha. Gave out brochures & flyers and walk walk walk. LEG SOUR MAN. Lol.

Oh no i bought like 2 dresses & 1 top online plus another 2 dresses, 1 legging and a top from flea market. Think no need to buy more clothes for CNY. SO NOT :S haha i'll buy more if there's anything i like on sat bah. Wanna get shoeees although alr bought heels online heh. Me wanna buy bagss too more bags!! :D Hubby is so gonna nag at me opps ._. Cramps come & go oh man. Sianzation lol. Alright shall blog again tmr(: Omg im so excited bout the Genting trip this march :D :D :D

2010-01-06T22:25:00.002+08:00

Deleted my previous post, its seriously my 1st time in YEARS since i scold F. People who know me well should know that im not a vulgar person(: Okays enough is enough. Should not be bothered with such insignificant shit(:

HAPPY DAY TODAY! HUBBY CAME OVER TO FIND ME!!!!. Hehs met him in the evening and he brought me to Saizeriya for dinner. Had meat sauce mushroom pasta, bacon&pineapple pizza and doria with meat sauce YUM TTM. Hubby ordered tiramisu tooo it cheered me up like TOTALLY. Hehs LOVE YOU SWEETIE!. Walked around city square wanted to get a bag from charles&keith. Shall get the disc card from james(: We slacked around C.S drank camelia tea from gong cha niceee hehs.

Baby, im soooooooooooooooooooo happppppppppppppppppyyyyyyy to see you today!. You sweeeetieeeeeeeeeee :D :D :D I LOVE YOU!. See you on sat okay? we'll go shop shop shop shop for CNY clothes hehs. Its our 3rd time buying CNY clothes tgt :D Lets get our couple button shirt too okie? HEES!. *MUACKS* AI NI!

2010-01-05T20:41:00.006+08:00

Went sch to meet jaime, bryan, fernando & jc. Fernan droveee us to changi village for lunch(: BMS lesson was boring everyone was busy playing with pinball. Got back our papers too, got a 39/50 then kept asking for the 1 mark to get an A. Teacher gave in to me WHAHAHA and gave me a mark wheees happy(: BUT was'nt really feeling great, cramps cramps cramps ): hate cramps its depriving me of eating. SIGHS. Feeeling really moody ): oh well i'll get better. Shall meet hubby tmr, he'll make me a super happy girl(: STUPID CRAMPS GO AWAY. I HATE YOU )):

2010-01-04T21:02:00.002+08:00

Dint go for morning lesson cause my back ache like HELL. Totally cannot move from bed dunno why.. tsk. Went to MCT lab, boring mannnn but kept talking to jen & agnes. Haha we chatted alot on shopping, marrige & other stuff!. That keep us from falling asleeep(: hehe. Stupid loh everyone keep ask me why i backache... NOTHING happen okay. Irritating :X HAHA.

Oh oh oh i found out something BOOMZ thanks to liwen HAHA. I just ordered a pair of heels online happy(: 8.3 cm :O wanted the 10cm oneee but nehmind later i fall to death LOL. Hmmmm shall i order another top & another dress? omg liwen seee la all ur fault :X HAHA. Okay lah good things must share(: AND OMG I MISS HUBBY LIKE CRAZY. WED HURRY COME!!!!.I NEED YOUR HUGS & KISSES LIKE TOTALLY!!!! HURRY FLY TO ME NOW :S.

F.L.I.D

2010-01-03T22:21:00.011+08:00

Okay gonnna post up baby's For.Love.I'll.Do aka F.L.I.D comic & some cards he made for me(: Hubby wrote anniversary card for me every month and this year he drew a series of comic called F.L.I.D hehs. Alright shall let the pictures do the talking(:

Chrismast Card 2009. Valentines day. HAHA baby u so cute :P ya la, i'll marry you & be with you for LIFE.(: Baby ChongYi SO CUTE. :P The 12 cards(:*ignore my ah ma's feet i took this while shes sleeping lol.* F.L.I.D Ep 1. F.L.I.D Ep 2. F.L.I.D Ep 3. F.L.I.D Ep 4. F.L.I.D Ep 5. F.L.I.D Ep 6. F.L.I.D Ep 7. F.L.I.D Ep 8. F.L.I.D Ep 9. F.L.I.D Ep 10. F.L.I.D Ep 11.

F.L.I.D Ep 12.

Mr Lee Chong Yi, Thank you for doing so much for me(: I super appreciate everything you did for me. I'm sure you know i love you so much that i really really really wanna live with you in future. I believe you feel the same way as me too HEES. THANK YOU FOR BEING IN MY LIFE & STAYING!. I LOVE YOU!. 21.12.FOREVER.
2010 will be another sweeeet & happy year as the past 2 years(:
我爱你!

2010-01-03T00:36:00.009+08:00

YAYS what a great day(: Hehs went to find hubby in the evening and he surprised me with this BIG panda hello kitty. OMG* HAPPY TTM LAH(: LOVE YOU!. But if u never give me anything i will also LOVE YOU AS MUCH(: HAHA. Went over to sg flyer flea market. Bought a belt, floral top and legging altogether for $4!!!. Then bought another 2 dresses for $30 quite worth originally was 37? lol bargain bargain bargian :X. HA hubby suggested we go citysquare mall so we went, walked ard and i bought somethings from superwoman. Had bubble tea from gong cha and went home(: What a day!. Really enjoyed love's company HEES. Okay shall go to slp sooon!.BABY I MISS YOU ALR SWEEEETIE!.

The super cute Hello Kitty! HEHS LOVE YOU BABY!. THANKS AGAIN!.

2010-01-02T00:21:00.002+08:00

NYE was well spent with Love & Company(: However i got a nightmare last night result in ultimate moooody-ness today. Hmm i'll be alright, dinner with hubby tmr night hope i'll be better tmr(: Shall have an early rest. Nights peeeps.

2009-12-30T23:35:00.008+08:00

What a great day!, first was pasta mania & tobasco five ten madness with guys. Then BBQ at cousin house &&& Herbal Chicken @ Bedok with baby LOVE. WHEEEEEEEEEEES. Yes we love to EAT. HA. There gone my diet plans zzz. I'll find more ways to lose more weight then :D

Camwhore madness. Hmm why my webcam like super lousyyyyyyy ones mansz.

ps: cant wait for tmr tmr :D

2009-12-29T18:51:00.003+08:00

YAYS finally done with my simple blog skin in less than a hour :D hohoho. Christmas day & Boxing day was well spent with friends & company(: I was soooooooooooooooooo happpy happpy happpy last weeek from 21st to the 27th(:

This year has beeen a good year for me, some bad parts maybe? hmmm well things happen for a reason i believe. Somehow now i know where i stand among some of you(: Its okay as long as i still have baby, friends and family. I'm glad that everything is getting better now. I'm one lucky girl i can say. You have to be contented with what you have. Cherish & treasure all those around you. Open your eyes big big and realise who are the ones whom stand by your side when you are in deep shit.

So fast 2009 gonnna end and comes 2010. Oh my oh my time freaking flies pleasssse, my days in poly will sooon be O V E R. *OMG HAVE TO THINK WHAT TO DO AFTER SCHOOL'S OUT*. Saddest part is our class will be seperated SOBS. I SUPER LOVE G804 MAN, even though i dint express it out in anyway but somehow, i know that u guys love G804 too awesome class!. Ahh where's 4E5? i miss all of them too):

Sometimes it really scares me how hard to be a grown up ): sucks man. Me wanna be 17 Forever *pouts*. The next year marks the last year of teen, no more 11, 12, 13, 14, 15, 16, 17, 18, 19 BUT 20. Gosh~ Well i guess theres good and bad, but theres this one thing im looking forward too *Marriage*. I know i know, some of you must be thinking im crazy. Well i guess its because i have found the right person and i freaking cant wait to live with him! i can also imagine our bright future ahead! :D

Hmm i guess i should look forward to 2010, instead of grumbling and whinning how old im gonna be. Cause i know i'll always be a baby in hubby's eyes :P Love, we're marching into our 3rd year now. I'm so happy hehs thank you for you!. Not forgetting all my friends!, you girls are equally impt :D Alright shall blog again soon!.

HAPPY 2010 IN ADVANCE(:

2009-12-21T23:58:00.003+08:00

HAPPY 2 YEARS ANNIVERSARY
TO CHONGYI & XUEEN(:

Yays baby we are 2 years old le!, time flieeeeeeeeeees! hehs *happy happy happy TTM* went to baby's house and exchange anni gifts. Awwwwwwws~ baby is so sweeeeeeeeeeeet, he made me this HUGE heart shape heart card, got me a pink adidas polo tee and a couple tamagotchi!!!!!. :D HEES. Acc baby to poly clinic near his place to get MC cause he dint go for work because of me :X Haha it only took less than an hour!. Haha he taught me how to play the TMGC too(:

Headed to plaza sing to walk awhile then took cab to RiverView hotel for our Japanese Ala Carte Buffet Dinner @ Irodori Restaurant (: YUM!. SUPER LOVE THEIR SASHIMI :D. Soft shell crab handroll, kani avocado handroll, chawanmushi and many many more!. I kept ordering the mushrooms its super nice loh!. Baby said i grew bigger (cause mario eat mushroom then grew bigger) LOL-ed. I stopped eating after awhile cause i was FULL then i start disturbing baby when he eating opps.

Hehs what a satisfying meal!!. Thank you baby!!!. Afterwards we went the the singapore flyer, hmmm it was a slow ride nth exciting. The only good thing is that baby is with me :D Took loads of pictures while on it too(: He send me home after the ride. THANK YOU CHONGYI HUBBY FOR THE SUPERB DAY I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU!. No amount of ILU i can say to you yo express my love for you! :D * i know u're gonna propose to me one day its only a matters of time * HAHAHA :X I LOVE YOU CHONG CHONG!!!!. :D

Us before eating(:

Irodori, its the only outlet in SG(:

The Menu.

Baby & Me

Swordfish sushi and softshell crab handroll YUM

Mixed plate sashimi! SUPER FRESH YUM!.

These prawns are super delicious!

beef roll with golden mushrooms

prawn tempura

Breaded prawn, salmon(:

salmon steak.

gyoza,

breaded prawn again and white fish + croqutte?

YUMMMY GOLDEN MUSHROOOMS LOVE THEM!!.

Mackerel fish?

Handrollsss

The chefs preparing sushi & sashimi right infrnt of us FRESH(:

Baby ahhhhhhh HAHA.

Tea pot soup.

(:

Flyer.

Our tickets.

Yays baby we are 2 years old :D

Baby's eyes become smaller cause of the flash HAHA opps :X *take 1

Take 2.
Take 3.

SOOO CUTE(:
baby looking at what oh? HA. *camera lah, chey~*

(:
My series of "photo album" for baby.

Bought a picard, card holder and made konnayaku jelly for him(:

Baby's HUGE card(: I LOVE YOU HUBBY THANK YOU

LOVE the pink polo tee hehs~.

Our TMGC!. LOVES.

YAYS 2 YEARS!, LOVE YOU ALWAYS CHONGYI HUBBY!! *muacks*

ps: will upload pictures of the comic series F.L.I.D which baby draw for me every month soon!(:

2009-12-12T22:10:00.004+08:00

YAYS great day with hubby:D :D :D went pp to find him. Roxy square for ban mian, went back to his place and i used com(: Took bus to suntec , watson's fair was a disappointment... oh well. Headed to the watson stall to get my Loreal facial products and one eyeliner(: Sooooooo afterwarrrds soft toy catching!!. OMG BABY CAUGHT THE TOY WITH FIRST TRY!!!!.*SCREAMS* hahahah its the new robot soft toy catching machine at M.S omg omg omg!!!!! so many people watching him play lahhh and he got it with first try!!!~!*Super proud pls* HAHAHA. YAYS, in the end we caught like 3 soft toys!. HELLO KITTYS & STITCH!. :D :D. Baby made me super happppppppy today hehs, was smiling like a small girl throughout the whole day(: *though he kept nagging at me for buying things & teasing me nonstop* :X LJS at ps, yays nice nice nice :D went faceshop to buy 2 packs of yogurt mask 30% discount(: hehe. Baby sent me home after that and we took alot of funny pictures in the bus!!! HAHAHA. Too bad my phone cable missing if not sure post up here :X. Okay shall go take a bath and rest early. Work tmr!. $$$ come to mama(:

Cute stitch(:

The set of hello kitty :D

:D

ps: CANT WAIT FOR NEXT MONDAY!!!!!.

2009-12-11T22:34:00.002+08:00

YAYS ITS
H O L I D A Y S
happy TTM hoho. Gonna go out with baby, outing with friends and work work work!. $$$ :D
hehe awaiting for my 2nd year anni with baby, outings with BFFs, class outings, christmas and NEW YEAR :D. Hehe shall enjoy myself and shop like crazy :D :D :D :D.

ps: HUBBY I LOVE YOU!. 10 more days!.

2009-12-03T15:06:00.000+08:00

Oh my im feeeeling lazy... meeting Liwen, Biying and Bobby at city square for dinner later!. Slurps! hehe cant wait to eat!. and and and term test is coming man have no moood to study.. ah H E L P.
Oh well~~~

2009-12-02T14:55:00.002+08:00

...

Today is the day when we first talk to each other(:
It brings super loads of memory awwwwws~
Hehs cant belive time flies... If has beeen 2 years :D
2 more weeeeeeeeeeks to our 2nd year heh!.
I LOVE YOU CHONGYI!.
Thank you for the wonderful day!.
I love it when you shower all your love on me,
treat me like a your lil princess :D
Awwwwwws im so happpy speeechlesss..
WO AI NI HUBBY!.

...

2009-12-01T00:07:00.002+08:00

....

SIGHS SIGHS SIGHS
Crying like crazy right now..
I'm feeeling horrible horrible terrible terrible ):
Perhaps i should just fall into a deeep sleeep and nvr wake up.
Baby i need you. SOBS.
Sleeepless nights.

....

2009-11-24T00:29:00.004+08:00

AWWWS aint my baby fishes in fishville cuteeee? hahaha ADDICTED TO THIS GAME!.

Tank 1

Tank 2

Ps: Missing my baby like crazy! WED HURRY ARRIVE!!!
I NEED MORE DOSAGES OF CHONGYI!(L)!!!!!!!!!

2009-11-21T23:33:00.003+08:00

;;;;

HAPPY ONE YEAR & ELEVEN MONTHS
ANNIVERSARY TO CHONGYI & XUEEN!

Baby thank you for your long long long love letter & F.L.I.D comic every month awwwwwws~ you simply is the sweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeetest(: Hehs i had a great day today thanks to you darling!. I am sure the next month will be even better can't wait can't wait!.Wonder what have you been up to secretly.. :D :D :D I LOVE YOU LCY(:

2009-11-18T22:34:00.004+08:00

YAYS had a superb day with baby today, he simply made my day!. Hehs he could just make me smile so easily!. HEES, baby caught 2 Choppers and 1 elmo for me!!! SUPER CUTE TMM CAN!!. I SCREAM LIKE CRAZY WHEN THE TOYS DROP INTO THE HOLE OMG! *JUMPS ARD* Baby was telling me Chopper+Elmo = Choppermo OMG i laugh like crazyyyyy hahahaha. Decieded to take off the previous post with the blood pictures cause of baby's words(: Okies shall upload some pictures

CHOPPPPPPPPPPER!!!. CUTEE!.

Big squishy huggable monkey cushion baby caught for me last wed at iluma(:

Elmo LOVE.

My elmo loveeee awwws its simply super cute lah. Nice to hug tooo!. Thank you baby!.
My pooohs! theres mmoreeeeeeeeeee but not shown here HAHA.

Baby thank you for the every little thing you do for me(:
You are the only one who can pamper me so much,
love me with all your heart, take care of me so well,
saying silly jokes to make me laugh so brightly
and make me feel like a small lil girl safe in your arms(:
Awwws i'm speechless..
We both know that deep down in each other's heart there's a you and me.
I LOVE YOU BABY!. 3 more days to our 1 year and 11 months!.(L)

2009-11-18T00:17:00.001+08:00

2 quizes plus 8am lesson tmr and i freaking cant slp howwwwwwwwwwww. SIGHS. I need baby badly... hurry fastforward to 18th november 2009 5.45pm POUTS*.

2009-11-05T16:35:00.002+08:00

..

Thank you for giving me your shoulder to cry on last night, felt much better after that. I wanna hide in your arms, cause its the only way to make me feel safe and warm away from harm. I felt so happy to hear u say all these comforting words. Telling me everything's goona be okay, (but im positive it aint gonna happen), saying you'll be there for me. I really needed that. But then i can't help feel upset about wad has happen at home. Baby i need you so mucccccccccccccccccccccch!. Thank god i could see you ytd if not i'll seriously tear apart. I'll be strong no matter wad.(:

..

2009-11-02T23:34:00.001+08:00

SIGHS hope everything is gonna be okay.
Ah Ma is coming out tmr.
If not my bones gonna shatter,
and sooon i'll collapse.
SERIOUS.

2009-10-21T22:37:00.003+08:00

HAPPY ONE YEAR & TEN MONTHS ANNIVERSARY
TO
CHONGYI & XUEEN!

yaaays i had a superrrrrrrrrrrrrrb day with baby!!!. 8 am lesson was cancellled ZZZ, went to eat mac breakfast with jun, samuel & fernando. After that 3 of them went home and i went to slack alone at ashrae waiting for jaime(:

Lecture at 10 till 12 boringggg but quite okay can absorb some things. After that went TM with jaime for lunch Pizza hut :D HOHO Go back sch again for CDS hmmm quite alright haha. Ended sch waited for jaime and we took train tgt, i went B.V she went Orchard.

YAYS found my baby and we went Lau Par Sat to eat!. Had fried kway teow, xiao long bao & desseerts YUM!. After that go grab soft toys!!. Caught 3 DOMOKUNS! YAYS!. Hahahaha happppyyyyyy :D!. I had a super gooood time playing with baby, teasing each other and stuff hahaha!. Happpy Anni again my LOVE!. Thank you for the coffee choco, Anni card and F.L.I.D comic every month~ awwws you are the sweeeeeeeeetest thing on earth(: I shall await for our sat's outing! HEES!. I LOVE YOU CHONGYI!

2009-10-19T23:11:00.003+08:00

Hiiii allllllll :D Heeees my weeeekends was well spent!.
Saturday's outing with baby is LOVE!. He brought me to eat snow iceeee wheeeeeeeeeeees :D :D :D Went suntec to grab soft toys too!.But no luck hahaha!. After that met baby's buddies and ate at old airport road market to celebrate Vincent's belated bday(: Baby's prank dint work opps haha :X. Haha overall i had a greattt time with my baby love!!!. It was super worth the wait!! HEEES!. I LOVE YOU BABY!. Thank you for being such a sweeeet heart hehs!.

Sunday was family day.. went out as usual and ate goood foood hoho.

Today marks the 1st day in sch, hmmmm still quite okay but ORGCOM is boringggggg ttm lol... oh oh i was late for sch today, woke up at 830 when lessons starts at 9 wasted $18 on cab zzzzz. SIANNNN I am sick alr arghhhh started sunday ahhh think i got to rest at home tmr if not sure GG. YAYS i cant wait for WED!. :D :D Okay thats all for now!. Going to bed soon(:

2009-10-16T22:50:00.002+08:00

Went out wth collegues today, had loads of fun talking crap haha. Watch movie at Cathay Pandorum.. YAWNS super boring pls almost slpt in the theatre was chattinge with siwei lol!. Sat at the special seats comfy comfy but air con is tooo coooold~~ Went to MS to find "old bird" hahas ate at Astons. Thanks BOSS for the our treat :D & thanks Micheal for our BBTEA. Pudding milk tea from cup walker is LOVE!!!.They were telling us bout the chalet on the 7th to 8th at ECP. Alr bought the BIG 3 litres Chivas :X HEHE cant wait!. YAYS ITS SAT TMR!. FINALLY FINALLY FINALLY!!! BABY I MISSS YOU LOADS FOR THE PAST 6 DAYS!!!!. TMR TMR TMR!.

2009-10-15T15:40:00.006+08:00

OMG TIME TABLE SUCKS TTM!!!!. Anw i enjoy helping many people check timetable today! hoho.

LIKE SH*T MANNN!. GOODNESSS! MCT HOW HOW HOW? *SOBS*

2009-10-14T22:51:00.010+08:00

Went Prawning with Jen & Jaime today at bishan area! :D Fish spaaaa tooo! hahaha fish spa is super cheap lo only $10 for 30 min!. The fish is bigggg tooo!. Hahaha had alot of fun prawning at first i was so afraid of the prawns cause it keep struggle like mad and the pincers is super sharp loh!. The bait were lil pieces of chicken heary haha abit gross :X. Did alot of stunts, jaime pulled up the prawn and hit my back and it swing forwards. I raaaannnnn away =.= LOL. But im still brave enough to stop the prawn from struggling and pull out it's pincers :D. There are a few guys who are super afraid laahhh *laughs at them* opps :X. HA, caught 10+ prawns plus uncles around and boss gave us prawns HAHA. The uncle beside us was "complaining" so in the end we had loads of prawns!. BBQ it and ate, SUPER FRESH!. Okay i'll just let the pictures do the talking!.

Place of Fish Spa

The pond(:

*biting in progresss* HA

Prawninggggg~

Small prawn's pincers, the bigger prawn ones are much bigger than this!

Washing~

Poking the satay sticks :X

BIGG PRAWNS

BBQ-ing

Turning reddd~

Tadah!

Our dinner :D

Super nice story book!, borrowed last sat. Went library with baby that day(:

Build-a-bear XueYi From Liwen, Biying & Co :D Thank you guys!.
The Cert :D

Stitch caught last sat!! THANK YOU BABY!.

Chopper & Pink Stitch from baby on my Bday!!! THANK YOU MY LOVE!.

PS: i missss my baby so muchh poutssss* SAT HURRY COME!!!.

2009-10-13T01:33:00.003+08:00

I feeeel like bloggging so here am i :D hahas Town-ed with jaime today bought a top from Bershka @ ION and some facial masks + others @ watsons hehes. Did manicure at Milly's tooo! The service there is really goood hahahas. I am the only one awake in my house now hmmmm, still dun feeel like sleeping opps :S baby's gonnna spank me HA. Anws my birthday was well spent with my loves!. Hehs Thank You everyone for wishes & presents :D. Baby Thank You tooooo! :D Chalet after that was a blast superrrrrrrrrr fun!. Played five-ten, target and poker hahas drank like crazy we drank 1 Martell 2 Chivas and many many cans of Tiger+Carlsberg *Dun like Tiger TTM yuckyyy taste uhh* I got reallllyyyy "HIGH" on the last day hahas, lucky baby's there to take care of me(: LOVES!. Ahhhh my new phone is giving me some problems only manage to upload some pics of today... Okays i'll make do with wad i have!. New phone is LOVE! :D Okies pictures time(:

stuffs bought at watsons :D

Dino is sooooooo cute :D

cant really see it but its really nice~ hahaha :

Lastly a pic of me HA :X

Pssss : I'll upload more pictures of my babies *my new soft toys from grab-soft-toy-machines + build-a-bear "XueYi" *
Okay will blog more often :D. Missing baby! cant wait for our once-a-week outing on sat! LOVES!
moving in 2 weeks time who wanna come my house pack for me? *Smiles brightly*

2009-10-09T22:20:00.004+08:00

HELP HELP HELP! I MISSSS MY BABY WAYYYYYYYY TOO MUCH! *SOBS* BABY WHERE ARE YOU? POUTS*

2009-09-29T23:28:00.002+08:00

Today marks the end of my work @ Creative, drank a cup of red wine and cheeers!. Got really high in the mrt ride cause of "curry?" :XX Overall i really enjoy myself working, nice & friendly collegues. Its really nice working tgt with them, hahas but more like slacking cause we watch 5 movies per day. Break time also slack can also play face book, joke around so time past pretty fast. Also most of the time i alw kena disturb by those guys cause i live in farrer park. Because is near mustafa/little india, and they call me prata girl =.= I I work for like 16,17 days? hahas but seems like a long time LOL!. Going out with them on fri, visiting those 'old bird' at MS too. AWWWWWWWWWWWS where's my baby boyyy~ I MISSS YOU SO MUCHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! poutsssss*. Baby, i'll be guai during ur attachment till 31st Jan alrights. Will always be looking forward to weekends so that i can see you :D. Darling jiayous for work! I LOVE YOU!. I am quite lazy to blog so maybe will update with pictures with the next post. $$$$ come roll to meeee~ wahahaha. Okay i shall update soon!, CIAOS~

2009-09-21T22:33:00.003+08:00

HAPPY ONE YEAR & NINE MONTHS TO
CHONGYI & XUEEN!
ITS OUR 21ST MONTH ON A 21ST!

WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEES~

Baby, just 3 simple but powerful words for you. I LOVE YOU!.
3 more months to our 2nd year! AI NI!
Thank you for the superb outing today(:

2009-09-05T22:21:00.006+08:00

Had a SUPERB DAY WITH BABY!. Went to marinaSquare & Suntec hahas grab soft toys :D after that ate at kolo meee at Jia Xiang then had superrrrrr nice banana choc cake from P.M Hehs lazy to blog so just post up the peeeeeeeektures :D

Starting work tmr @ Creative MarinaSquare $$$$$$$$$$$$ comeeee :D!
Baby thank you for everything! 我爱你!
Ps: pardon my super lousy photo quality, really needa get a new phone LOL! :Z

2009-09-04T21:26:00.003+08:00

hahaha my collection of nail polishes :D

My DIY french manicure (: which only lasted for a day LOL!. Time for another DIY mani :D

2009-09-04T12:13:00.004+08:00

Hello all(: Currently in ashrae club room using my lappy hahas. Thanks HQ for helping me configure the net hahas. Ytd went interview with jen at Marina Square hahas got the job! Working this sunday hahas :D After that went to school and find baby wheeeeeeeeeeees~ had burger and choc cate from itas after that YUM :D Then off to orchard hahas had loads of laughs during the journey took some pictures too hehs. Exploreeeedd ION hahas i so s.k now then go LOL!. OMG the food there is OMG slurps slurps hehes bought alot of stuff the lemon flavour popcorn, provenance? bread, and the takoyaki + maccha float OMG THE TAKOYAKI SUPER NICE LAH!. Unlike takopachi which is soft the takoyaki is crispy when u bite the softnesss flowss~ the octopus in it is OKI too! hahaha!. Walk to Lido Shaw House and had KFC with baby YUMS hahas!. Eat so much today omg holidays is time to gain weight lol~, nvm whn i work will shed those KGs hahaha!. I really had a superb time with baby!, he's super sweeet and lovely to me awwwwwwwwwwws~ hehs!. We had a great chatting with him talk bout everything under the sun! Baby 6-7 more years right? *winks* wahahah then we'll have Westlife song on our Westlife HAHAHA *inside joke* Bleahs~ Okies its picture timeee :D

KFC *SLURPS*

THIS IS SUPER GOOOOOOOOOD!

He's so cuteeeeeeee! opps :X

BABY I LOVE YOU!. THANK YOU FOR THE DAY! LOVES!

We are the gluttons

2009-09-01T16:34:00.010+08:00

YTD WAS GREAT :D haha had loads of fun with girls cam-whoring, shoppping, eating and gossiping HAA. I bought like 1 F21 top, 7 nail polishes from thefaceshop,bikini top from sheerRomance and cookies from candyEmpire HEES. OMG Earle's Swenson's Lobster baked rice was SUPERB MAN! SLURPS* hehes Ben&Jerry double brownie special was YUM too!. Not forgetting my subway dinner with baby wheeeeeeeeeees~ shall let the pictures so the talking(:

Lobster baked rice YUM!!!

Lobster Meat :D
seafood Combo

Drinks

B&J double brownie special, strawberry cheeesecake & cookie dough :D

Biying's Single scoop brownie

Cant wait to eat! :D

Camwhore timee :D

biying's irritating fingers LOL!

imitating the people on running tracks
HA

Advertising for PSP?

JUMP SHOTS

:X

HBY u always disturb LOL!.

Liwen's s jump shot

she jumped for like 10++ times LOL

now's biying's turn

acting like crazy.

biying made us do this retarded action.

Look at her :X

Finally a proper one :D

Okays blog again soon! Thank you baby for your company :D LOVE YOU CHONGYI!
PS: Ignore my fatty legs :X.

2009-08-30T16:33:00.000+08:00

Hello all(: First few days of holidays was great :D Friday went to vivo with jaime, mak, Jc & Bryan watch movie "Orphan" It was super freakyyyyyyyyy omg scared me super loads of time la *compared to drag me to hell, which i practically laugh all the way* This one was real scary & freakishh omg but all in all the movie has a great story line hehs. At night the rest came and we celebrated ChinMeng's birthday at kimgary.

Saturday was outing with baby, went to iluma's level 7 lan shop find baby. Hehs they were having S.A compy so i watched haha interesting :D Our squad got 2nd & 7th out of the 32 teams(: BABY LIHAI :D. After that went to eat dinner with jy & xx. Then ICE MONSTER :D mango strawberyy ice yummmm :D. Baby send me back afterwards awwwwwwwwws baby i had such a great time with you!, it was great seeing you though we dint do anything(: Super love you baby!. i'll wait for your mp to finish okay?, so can go out during the holidays with you!. Baby, you know how happy i am when u say that you are going to spend the holidays with me awwws~ and that it dosent matters where we go/what we do, we are happy as long as we have each other's company! :D HEEES! Okies enough of mushy stuff :X.

Today went to united square with family and we ate at "Soup Restaurant 三盅两件" taste heavenly super love the chicken HAHA. After that bought donuts went hme and i slp till now opps :X Talking to LW now shes making me laugh like madd lol, im so touch to knw how much you miss me AWWWWWWS~ Maybe going back sec sch tmr haha.

*updated*
Dinner at this dimSum place at chinatown YUM YUM had loads of dimSum and frog porridge. Slurps* hehes ate loads of good food today HAPPY :D. Going out with olw & hby tmr hehes. Goonna pigggg out again hahas, meeting my baby afterwards YAYS. Hehs okies then till then~ ciaos!

HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY CHINMENG(:

2009-08-27T21:52:00.003+08:00

YAYS BLDSAA PAPER WAS SUPER EASY(: At least can score 80 marks for the paper but i think my CA will pull my marks down lol~ Hope my comprog will pass no matters wad(: HOLS ARE HERE WHEEEEEEEEEEES~ Gonnna enjoy my holidays with friends & my love! Hehe simply love holidays!.Aight blog again soon(: Cant wait for outing with baby on sat(: Super happy to see baby today though its only for awhile.LOVE YOU BABY!MUAHHH!

2009-08-26T18:22:00.002+08:00

1 more paper to go and freeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee(: cant wait for holidays! i need to see my baby! haven see him for like 5 days oh mannnn. BABY I NEED YOU, I WANNA SEE YOU INSTEAD OF MY BORING NOTES ROAARRRRRR~ Okay i must get a hold of myself(: Alright back to studying till then~ ciaos!

2009-08-22T00:24:00.001+08:00

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In Detail

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2009-08-21T18:59:00.002+08:00

HAPPY ONE YEAR & EIGHT MONTHS TO CHONGYI & XUEEN!!!
AWWWWWWWWWWWWWS~ LOVE YOU ALWAYS MY BABY BOY! *MUACKS*

hmmmm 2 more papers to go! I AM HAPPY :D:D:D Thank god BCM & EAUD paper was doable hehes. Okays time for netfund! byess all! :D

2009-08-19T00:03:00.008+08:00

Hmmm have been studying lately, studied with jen,cm and ben ytd. Superrrr random, that ben ask me why my O level results like same as him*not so good* then now i so smart. =.= Causeeeeeeeee i nvr study for O's becauseeeeee ~~ nvm~. LOL-ed at his stupid action he is such a dumbo :X met up with baby ytd(: Heeees thanks for enlighten me for my netfund! LOVE YOU BABY, YOU THE SWEEEETEST!. Baby brighten up my day!, hehs we had loads of laughs and fun together!,took loads of pic together with him on my phoneeeee :DDDDDDDDDDDDDD laughs laughs + loves loves!. Then sat for my FHY paper quite easssy(: reach home bathe eat slp study.

Today, study with jen, jaime, mak, bryan, cm & ben. All want me to teach but all late =.= i was the first to reach lo zzz. Wells~ manage to concentrate on studying,hope they understand whatever i told them haha. Ate at LJS with them then bus-ed with jaime to 23 bus stop but i felt super terrible cramppss killing me so cabbed home $$ fly again smmore peak hour lol!. Reach home bathee and studyy again. Played game, omg i seriously crazy/pms the more i play the more irritated i becm nvm. Kaysss im just waiting for exams to end hopefully to get to see baby again this week(: byesss all

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2009-08-14T19:37:00.002+08:00

just finish eating~ im quite happy today cause studying was very efficient :D eaudit should be okay 70% finish studying bcm 60% netfund 40% bldsaa 20% LOL! My cds test's on monday hoho hopefully everything goes well(: Cant wait for tmr!, gooona meet my baby and see him playing S.A compy then movieeeeeeeee YAYS!. Okays nth much to blog so byes all(:

2009-08-12T18:13:00.004+08:00

okay im feeling much better(: sch was fine, thanks Samuel for the mac breakfast treat(: Omg, during comprog i kept being irritated by dunno wad zzz wads happening and i think i shouted at ben just because he ask me to buy plain paper -.- wadever~ lunch was alright begining to pick up my mood think most of my classmates tot i crazy -.- lol~ had free time till 4 so hlp ben for his bcm and help a lil for bryan's comprog. I kept laughing at their nonsense LOL!. Went to ashrae for awhile then had cds boring~ got back my quiz! i passed even though i dint study much while 3/4 of the class fail :D Hahaha okays gonna study tmr again. Choc cakes/Cheese cakes/Ice cream/Bubble tea makes a grumpy XueEn becomes happy XueEn hehes. Feel like watching so many movies, UP, G.I JOE, Jack Neo's Hor-medy and many more omg where got time u tell me zzz. Oh well nvm~ i wanna go swensons tooo~ okay im so greedy.. till then~ byes all(:

2009-08-12T09:18:00.003+08:00

dun even know what the heck i doing, just feel like scolding one whole string of badwords. ZZZ sch suppose to start at 10 and i thought it was 9. WTH WTH WTH WTH AM I DOING?!. Angry and irritated by myself. ****

2009-08-11T21:06:00.006+08:00

...
~~crying wont solve the problem, its stabbing right into my heart.~~

2009-08-10T18:38:00.003+08:00

yoooohooo im back again hahas. National Day was spent with family at ECP went cycling. Double bike-ed in order to "carry" my sister LOL!. 2 hours of cycling wells not exactly went to find daddy&mummy at macs to rest and i ate shaker fries YUM YUM craving for it alr HAHA. Cycling was tiring man cause imagine u have to cycle so long distance and carry not only your weight plus another 30++kg lol~. Anw had dinner at C.Nai HK Cafe there YUM!. I ate bake rice, the bake rice super special like 3in1 got seafood cream,porkchop tomato & curry beef brisket all in the baked rice YUM! Plus the milk tea float omg super gooooood! the milk tea is real thick and the ice cream is super milky & smooth :D Hoho had Mango ice cream plus mango pudding for dessert. Thinking of i makes me droool~ the mango is SUPERB(: hehes after that went to play soft toy grabbing machine i managed to catch a nightmare before christmas toy with 2 tries! Hoho hahas lucky me :D So hurried home and watch Man U VS Chelsea FA cup. Super exciting match!!! i jumped and shouted!! my dad tot i was crazy ._> HA!. Wells Chelsea won in penalties so ya, no matter wad Man U put up a good fight! Esp the last min goal by Rooney!!! WHOHOOO~ So i went to f.a.f and slp(:

Today spend my day watching tv & did some studying. Taking a break from studies so i came here(: My bed looks like a warzone now full of papers & tibbits gummies LOL!. Okay got to play my f.a.f now, so byes all! :D

2009-08-09T00:03:00.007+08:00

YAYS SUPERB DAY WITH BABY!. Hehs it was definitely worth the 6 days wait(: Went to baby's house and we take away food for his daddy, mummy & us :D. I slacked/lazed around and baby played S.A with his squad mates using skype omg super hilarious i kept laughing and they all heard me LOL :X Baby so cute afraid i bored when he play, so keep ask me "will bored anot?" hahas and keep sayangs me :D. We watch one ep of e.h.b tgt after that tooo! OMG laugh till crazy HAHA!. After that did some finalisation of comprog, i study netfund & BCM. After which baby help me burn my comprog work in to a disc! THANK YOU BABY!.

Baby : What you wanna eat for dinner?
Me : hmmmmmms
Baby : Lets go to popeyes then!
Me : OMG REALLLY??!!!. *HUGS BABY*

I super duperrrrrrrrrrrr happpyyyyy wheeeeeeeeeeees~ baby always know what i want and give me what i want! Not a single doubt bout that! LOVE YOU TONNNES BABY!. Hehs! So we went to popeyes at singapore flyer ate like super much lah~ omg the mash potato, biscuits & fries = YUM!. Darling is so sweeeeet~ keep ask me order whatever i want hahas!. We ate 3 pc chicken & 2pc fish fillet! OMG SUPER NICE THE FISH :D. Heeees i had a super satisfying meal!!! HAPPY(: So we went to walk around and enjoy the scenary hehs. Walked to bus stop and took bus to cityhall. Baby got his ez-link card fixed (laugh non-stop at how much the value stored in his previous card, even the auntie in the ticket office laugh too LOL opps) HAHA! Walk walk walk~ im having a sweet tooth craving for ice-cream :X so we walk all the way to the end of citylink and bought ice-cream from Marvelous Cream. Taste alright but abit not worth smmore it cost 6.90 overrateed it i guess ha, still prefer the xue bin, baby when can i go to the xue bin shop again~ :X Saw NUM having a offer for national day 2nd pair 50% off omg i wanna buy but i dun need 2 pairs. Offer ending on 10 aug alr ZZZ so nvm~ Baby send me homeeee~ wheeees we had alot of fun & laughs teasing each other throughout the whole day! Haha! baby thanks for everything again!, you make me feel 180 degree turn from my moody ytd :D Hehs! My baby, jiayous for mp ya, i know work will be stressful for you and you will also be busy all the time. I'll be a good girl and wont let u worry bout me!. Meanwhile i'll also be surporrting behind u always!. You know that!. I am also waiting for the next superb outing with you again! Hees! I LOVE YOU CHONGYI!. Lets all jiayous tgt for this sem and enjoy our up comming holidays!. LOVES!. Till then~ back to my intensive mugging routine from tmr ownwards(: ciaos!

2009-08-07T17:43:00.002+08:00

mental breakdown last night before i fall asleep. ZZZ i dun like being paranoid,its a super sucky feeling~ tot i alr get rid of the paranoid thingy but still.. omg i feel so dumb worrying about things thats not going to happen. Feel kind of not myself lately super easily to get irritated because of nth. see crazy anot? PMS is really a terrible thing. GRRRR i'll get a hold of myself. Will throw myself and burry in piles of books while baby will be busy too. Sch has been alright for me but idk why am i feeling super stressed up issit because exams are coming?.. keep study & study but nothing goes into my mind gosh. 3 hours straight of BCM today made me almost go crazy. Simply madness got to stop playing com alr its a real distraction man. Gonna ask baby teach me netfund tmr(: Finally seeing him tmr after 6 days, at least thinking bout it makes me happier((:Tmr will be better(((: byes all.

&

i miss you dearly~

2009-07-31T23:44:00.004+08:00

omg omg omg fish a fish is SUPER FUN!. Love the keys combos(: which remind me of audition! haha! Baby played fish a fish with me ytd!~ we played s.a tgt too! HEES!. Spend the whole of today playing games & study!. BCM okay! :D! Got to start memorising for the earlier topics too hehs. Happy that i managed to study and play at the same time YAYS!. Will be meeting baby tmr & sunday! wheeeeeeeees~ love love!. Okays blog again soon!(:

come on people play with me! its super FUN + ADDICTIVE(:

ciaos!

2009-07-25T00:12:00.004+08:00

i've been super lazy to blog~ lol~ anws HAPPY 19TH MONTHSARY + 4 DAYS TO BABY & ME(: hehs baby you the love!:D:D:D stayed home and played com today, went house viewing too. Moving in 3 months time gonna stay on the 16th floor its HIGH compared to the 2nd floor im living in now. Must start packing my things if not i sure die cause too much things alr ._. HA.
Finally going out with my baby love tmr YAYS its been awhile since we go gai gai(: hehs LOVE YOU BABY!. Cant wait for tmr! shall go slp soon hehs!

ps : super random guy he is PSYCHO, keep sending me mails when i dint even replied one back ZZZ.
weirdo

okays then nights all!(:

2009-07-11T23:08:00.006+08:00

YAYS had a superb day with baby today!. HEES poor baby, still aching all over from his napfa ytd. Awwws so we slacked and played S.A wheeees(: For lunch we ate macs hehs, and for dinner ate botak jones fish & chips + extra fries shared with baby and fried kway teow YUM!.Cheese baked potato was SUPERBBB OMG!. Had dessert Ice Snow Fakes from 32 degrees fahrenheit OMG HEAVENLY!, shall try the mango ice with milk next time hor baby!*winks*Hehs darling bought me an umbrella cause it was raining heavily & acc me to wait fr cab. We had loads of fun laughter jokes while waiting fr a cab as it was long Q+ alot of people hehs baby you the BEST! My baby so cute always want to give me all his $$ and go home with no $$ LOL!He said his ez-link can go mac buy another meal so no worries LOL! CUTE!. Baby, thanks for everything!Baby Baby i love being spoil~ by you wahaha only you will make me feel sooooooooooo HAPPY!!! & always give me wad i crave :D:D:D!! I have so many cravings luh! HA YOU THE BEST(; LOVE YOU PLENTY!*Muacks*So happy that my every sat is so lovely&superb with you! My sweeeeeeeeeetie pea baobei! :D! Okays S.A time bye all!

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY JAIME!(: